saw the movie crash last night.
makes me paranoid of cars more so,
then usual.
i like going fast but too much i spose.
and also im only ever a passenger,
so no control on my part,
maybe that makes me nervous.
and i watch the road from passenger side,
and its always more of less accurate.
which makes it seem dangereux.
I alway s use this methode of the bus,
an d always from the back of seats on the wron g side,
and i just make myself dizzy with anx tious ness.
but it still has funfun value.
or else just funny me.

the computers are alive here.
they reboot on their own
and click,
and make "boink" noizes.
weirdio.

i also saw the movie storytelling.
where belle and sebastian supposd'
did the soundtrack, although they didnt.
not in the movie, there are only two songs in the movie of theirs.
one in the guy's room when he's letting his gay friend play with him
while he's high ("my brother confessed he was gay...took the heat of me for a while")
and then at the end credits.
but really i heard the soundtrack on cd
and they are all new songs! but with a clip of dio logue
from the movie before each song. makes more sense.
and i heard each clip in the movie and thought oh, now the song.
but no.
weirdio zo s.

seems a strange premotionnary way of doing things.